I am truly blessed. Today turned out to be one of the best days ive had in years. This morning, I was a nervous wreck, I cried all morning, things started to look up when I got a phone call from twin cities, telling me i have to come in the morn to fill out paper work and ill be on next weeks schedual for the icu. That lifted me, but i was still frozen with fear about the ultrasound. I got there, the doctor came in and told me not to be scared, Johns problems were rare. She put the doppler thing on my belly, and omi god. My little girl is so gorgeous! The healthiest, happiest, hyperest little kid id ever seen. God, I saw her face and shes so perfect. Shes got a cute little round face with big cheeks, big eyes and a cute little nose. Perfect lips, long legs, long arms and a gorgeous belly. I cant believe how healthy she is, heart rate at 150. ekg perfect. Since john had heart defects, i go back in 3 weeks to double check the heart, make sure its developing normal. I heard the doctor comment on how healthy she was, and she kept saying how cute her face was. She took 2 pics of the face, lol. When she told me everything was healthy, I was totally overwhelmed. I cried for joy at the appt, i cried after class. Ive been dredding this day since the day i found out i was pregnant, and god, all that stress for nothing. Thank you god for my little hannah lee. Shes awake right now.. little thumper. Oh her hands are so cute too. Long little fingers. God, im so excited, i cant wait to see her. Her spine is strong and straight and shes enormous. She couldnt get the whole body on one screen. Totally adorable.